Hours of Idleness-A Photographer's Journey in St. Louis

Michelle

Posted in art, Jason Gray, model, photography, St. Louis by Jason Gray on December 29, 2019

One of the core themes in my art, both photographic and in drawing/painting, is figurative work, and I often return to it when I’ve hit a creative standstill in some way. Figure work can allow me to explore through concepts, but mostly it enables me to think in terms of a formal tradition that I am generally working against otherwise. In this way, there is simplicity of expression and the excitement of approaching the subject in a completely organic way (I prefer to react to what’s there rather than obsessively preplan these shoots). It is a reset, in a sense.

I have known Michelle for several years, and I have thought for almost as long that she would be a terrific model. She is a natural, in being both incredibly beautiful and in having an emotional depth and intelligence that registers in the images as relatable, maybe even a little vulnerable. Her eyes forge a connection and communicate with sincerity. The camera is only able to frame, it does not bring these qualities, and I feel lucky to have worked with her on this set (and hope to work with her again soon).

 

 

 

Over the last year or so, Michelle has overcome challenges to ensure a healthier, happier life for herself, and she has been public about sharing her struggles, as well as illustrating her impressive fortitude. As I have reported, I’ve had a rocky time of things, over several years, that really came to a low point this year. Reading about Michelle’s experiences from her perspective certainly helped me with some of my own issues. Another aspect of these images, is that I think we are both proving a point, in a sense, maybe even the same one.

 

 

 

 

 

 

“A photograph can be the object of three practices (or of three emotions, or of three intentions): to do, to undergo, to look.” -Roland Barthes

“…[T]he world cannot be discovered by a journey of miles, no matter how long, but only by a spiritual journey, a journey of one inch, very arduous and humbling and joyful, by which we arrive at the ground at our feet, and learn to be at home.” -Wendell Berry

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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